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I just don't know what is going on with me. I am becoming so angry and bitter. I try to fight it, I really do. I am doing a daily devotional and a Bible study and praying like a fool, but none of it seems to help. I just feel like the world is one big pile of crap. I am swiftly losing faith in the human race. Nobody cares about anything but themselves. This is especially true of the male gender. They are inexplicably selfish, and they lie...a lot. It's so hard to keep a Christian heart when you are faced with idiocy every day. But I am trying, I swear! I pray for a happy heart, for an attitude that reflects the hope and joy of my faith. Hopefully God will grant me with those blessings before I blow someones head off (kidding!)

Gluten free Update

So I've been gluten-free for about a month now and I feel great!! I can't believe I have been struggling with this for most of my life, yet the solution was so simple! I am so thankful to finally know why I was sick all the time. It's been super hard cutting out my favorite foods - pizza, pasta, donuts, cupcakes - but it's worth it. I am debating if I should plan one day a month where I go totally bananas and pig out on everything glutenous....most people tell me this is a horrible idea, but when you'd kill for a pizza you do crazy things :-)

Thankfully I have some good support from others who can't eat gluten. They have been such a huge help in sharing ideas, tips and recipes. Thanks to my parents, Emily, Jami, Jenn, Alli and everyone else!