So I hopped on the scale today just for the heck of it and I was shocked by the number I saw!! I am heavier than I have ever been (not including pregnancy) and I'm NOT HAPPY about it!
I was maintaning at about 135lbs for quite a while now and I was ok with that. I was like a size 8, sometimes able to fit a 6. It wasn't where I would like to be, but I still felt good about myself.
Now I am abot 147lbs and a sixe 10 or higher. It Sucks! I feel awful about myself, none of my clothes fit, it's driving me crazy. I think a lot of it is due to the Lupron injections that put me into "faux" menopause. That combined with my love of food and inclination to be lazy....I am doomed!! :(
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